serious lack of motivation

Having gotten my previous essay in only 2 1/2 hours late yesterday, the focus shifts to my almighty mother-of-an-essay lit review... actually its only 4000 words, but it may as well be 40000 since i struggle with writing 2000. hmph. and its in for 8 days time. something tells me that the next week is going to be a little stressy... No matter. All will be over and done with soon...

Frustratingly enough though, its not just the work that i don't have motivation for - i can't seem to conjure up motivation for very much at all right now - reading my bible, praying, reading for pleasure, writing to people, and all kinds of other stuff... not that i was ever very good at any of this stuff, but right now i really can't get to grips with WANTING to do any of it... i just hope (and pray) that its a syndrome of having this much work, and nothing more long-lasting. cos it sucks.